Today’s the day and it has been and gone, from now there is no countdown, only the wait.

I gaze at my belly, still amazed that a human is in there and still baffled about how he will come out

Letting go of fear, leaning into God, reminding myself of all I have learnt.

Enjoying final moments with Sam as a two before we become all about you.

We really want to meet you now, little man, and see your gorgeous eyes. We long to kiss your soft head and count your tiny fingers and toes

Please come now, Caleb, we’re ready. Even though we know life will never again be the same.

You’ll turn our day to day upside down and we can’t wait.

So I breathe and be, breathe and be.

Your mummy.